Courting a Voice and Being Spurned

Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day, or rap out a “damn, girl, you make me sweat?”

Finding the right Voice is a lot like dating. There is an irresistible urge to go for the fantasy, to try something new, bad and bold.  It can be the perfect time to re-invent oneself by casting aside the commonplace and embracing adventure, even if it is slightly uncomfortable. As with relationships, it becomes obvious — sometimes immediately and other times it takes a while — that we were not meant to be.

Even though I haven’t dated in decades, I thought my dating strategy might work with finding my soulmate Voice: sample the smorgasbord (aka, hooking up, when translated into 21st century vernacular). There’s plenty of different Voices out there to meet and greet. My first was the overly extroverted, OMG, BFF Voice, who introduced me to a whirlwind of emoticons, exclamation marks, and texting abbreviations. We had a short, but fun fling. I got dumped for being too uptight and not getting it.

After humiliating rejection, it’s only natural to go to the other extreme and I was attracted to the Formal Voice. Respectable, controlled, complete sentences and always properly punctuated. It was short-lived and I got dumped again, but not because I didn’t make merry enough. This time I failed to meet clearly defined expectations. Frankly, that relationship was a slog.

Since then, I’ve flirted with different types — the Flamboyantly Dramatic, the Instructional, the Erudite, the Overly Descriptive Ad Nauseum, the Wickedly Sarcastic, the Ridiculously Metaphored and the Terse Blurber to name a few — but, I am not feeling the magic.

Decades of Hallmark Valentine’s Day sentiments have led me to believe that the Voice, like one’s aptly-matched significant other, should be both a reflection and completion of oneself. But the odds of finding that perfect, blissful match are abhorrently against us because we are not monoliths, but mosaics of all that we find alluring.

I know there may be writers who are comfortable with having a couple Voices on the side to keep things interesting, but I would feel unfaithful. Besides, even a single Voice can be high-maintenance and a lot to juggle.

I am continuing my courtship dance with high hopes, despite the eye-rolling “don’t even” disdain from Voices that see me start my approach. My one, true Voice is out there, probably leaning against a wall, watching with amusement.


2 thoughts on “Courting a Voice and Being Spurned

  1. Now THIS is a funny homily on how we decide to express our thoughts. Lord help if you read any of my posts…I vacillate between sarcastic (on Fridays) and from-the-heart, more or less, on Sundays and Wednesdays.
    I like to think, however, that my essence comes through in my posts. 🙂 I’m basically a hater of pretension, I guess you could say.
    Found your blog on that community pool thing or whatever it’s called and am enjoying reading your posts.

    • Glad you stopped by and liked what you read, mrshate. I appreciate you mentioning that you alternate in your expression regularly. You are my first data point validating this approach, and I will take that as license to follow suit. Grazie!

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s